Friday, 12 October 2007

Scattered Rain

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You worthless thing. Fuck you. RRRRG *rips*. Dumb unproductive day - AGAIN. Downloaded two Trigun OSTs, Valkyrie Porfile Arranged album, and a bunch of random stuff. Finally found that Hikari/Simple&Clean rock version today. Right now, I feel like tardjuice. Fucking bad about myself. Depressed. I reeeeally hate feeling this way because you end up doing things you really wish you hadn't later. Sofeckfuckkajakajakskjaksjdlashf. Dad went to that funeral. I sorta wish I went. Dunno why. I wanna see my grandparents who went. And we think something might be up with Sam. Dad reckons he might have a tick somewhere. He said that if Sam is still acting spazzy and irritated then he'll take Sam to the vet. I hope everythings alright. I'm in my usual depression puddle. Same thoughts as usual. Useless. Thoughts. They're not even poetic or interesting. I bore myself. Atleast someone like Coron has an interesting thoughtstream. I say to myself, fuck you. I fucking hate myself for not being something to appreciate. But do I really wish to be appreciated? I don't know. I probably don't. I am so fucking confused. I don't know how to feel. EDIT: this spiderbitch's name is now Agrona.
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