love without pain isn't really romance

I dream~　　☆　　~of home

yesssssss! BD Daily post: Check.
The first month to have a post everyday!

now off to pack my bag for the hospital holiday yaaaaaaaay!

not.

hop step jump!

UPLOADSー!!

the Death Note plushes we found on Saturday~
I should have taken a photo of that Ryuk plush ; o;!




kinda ugly plushes to be honest xD; but I want them just the same.
the ichigo hat in Market City. I hope no one has bought it yet BD


cutie tootie ichigo boushi~ looks warm and sweeeeeet

LOLPISSD! XD

aw Sambo. He hates life. Mreow.




Going into hospital tomorrow. It hasn't sunk in yet. Well it has a little, but not like. O SHIT!-kinda way.
I've been tossing Oberon ideas in my head, mostly to do with his tattoo; and the "faerie language". I'm proud of these ideas XD I want to comic them someday, then maybe post them in one of my SBP journals~
IF ONLY I could find my sketchbook T__T

Oberon's Tree! Who's that......skeleton fellow? ＞_＞ maybe it's Puck? He doesn't have a design yet x:

um........video from todays SDD class.

What I've Done

Odin. AGAIN　＜3
Can't get enough of FF8.

Or just Final Fantasy in general D: [ x x ]
Sad.
Kinda wanna colour that Frannabanana picture later....

や　は!!　Transformers OST is great BD

Kiss the Girl

Since watching the Mansaix vid for this, I have a renewed love for this song XD
Shalalalala you wanna! Kiss de gerl...

* o*TRANSFORMERS WAS SO GOOD! Saw it with TJ. Funfun~
We found the best shop ever. It sold L, Raito, Ryuk and Rem plushes!
Maybe I'll upload the pictures I took with my phone perhaps tomorrow~

OPTIMUS IS A HOT CHUNK OF METAL [ x ] looooove BD

wow it took a really long time trying to come up with something to sketch o__o
Odin! He's awesomes. I want to draw him properly some time :D
His horse has a cool Happy Days look.

Freeeze!!

It feels so good to be work-free for a change ＞ w＜ *stretches*

I get my purpel hair back later ＞D!

PERFECT MOMENT

Hyde <３ This song makes me think of my new favorite pairing Dx
Yaoi x Luce

uuuuuuuuuuuuummmf. *sleep deprived* Dx


did some sketches that i'm pretty proud of today in my paintingbook. I'll scan the sketches, and hopefully paint the lion skulls next week while in recovery. That operation is Tuesday TT oTT ogad.




I didn't want to draw him, but he ended up being drawded. aslkjlkajslkjas.

*sulk*
Re-dye my hair tomorrow~! n n

Broken Wings

....Tiefling? [ x ]

YAOI has an anthro form! [ x ]

SOHAPPY! :D I'm a bigbig fan of the KH Random Crap series on YouTube. Number 9 came out today \(n wn)/ fanart [ x ] XEMMY! Loooovexemnassss.

lmao. Mansex.

Now that Yaoi has a hume form, I now have to just play around and draw it a lot D:
Maybe tweak it here and there.

WHAT
LUCE AND YAOI GROWN UP?!


Luce is such a flirt >O

Remind Me

Woman holds her tongue
Knowing silence will speak for her

needs moar JAZZ [ x ] *fingerclick fingerclick*

UMGAR. The operation is in a week ;__; I want another long hug from Dave.
I need to give Yaoi an anthro form! 'Cause he made a new buddy, named Uke.
Howfunny! BDlahsdljhas.

Yaoi: Lucy still wubbles me, right? ; -;


Wow. Crappyart.
I DIDN'T SLEEP AT ALL LAST NIGHT Dx finishing that darn ancienthistory assignment. Which sucks.
I won four awards at school today though * o*　うれしい～ And I miss having Matt as my english teacher - so does everyone else in the class. Dx Diana gives us hoooomework ew. Plus he's the best for letting me do my assignemt today without point reduction. T__T I'd hug him if it wasn't strange.
I kept falling asleep on the train from the lack of sleep XD Embarrassing.

Nnnyehrherhehrhrrrrlol.

MIRROR

Ray made me draw this at 1am [ x ] the ugly girl he found a pic of and decided to use for our multimedia assignment XD

I MADE UP A STUPID ANIMAL ＜3



a lot of warm coloured posts lately @ x@; oop.

DAMNED

What did I call her? I'll have to go back over the DreryxCyan RP.

I wanted to base her design off Rosso from FF7:DoC~ Because Rosso is a hottie.
Tweaking and improvement will hopefully come soon. Ooooin such a vampire mood!
*strokes Grimoire*

I painted today! n__n turned out shit.
BUT I WANT TO DO MOAR.
so I shall.

mmmm. depression. I hate being so down like this Dx still artblocked! I've never had it this long before. All I can do is keep drawing (or painting BD) and hope I break it.
Failing so far T__T

D'espairs Ray is love.

Sonata Artica

Coron is getting me back into syphonic metal XD no complaints.

oekakis [ x x ] ulnar and the avariel siblings?

OC [ x x ] Luce& Yaoi. No they are not a couple.


Yesterday was Himmel, today is Phenex :D

why do they always appear nude? ＞__＞no idea.

Fallen

0
With my faith, I will forever part...
For hither to another, belongs this heart.

NICE SONG~ makes me think of Yuna from FF10

Tiny Edea progression [ x ]

Ahhhhalsihdlshdlihs better floof released today~ [ x ] a peekie.

resized curtesy of Coron c:

Keep It Gay

JUST DOWNLOADED THIS!!
keep it happy keep it snappy

I want more music. Fresh stuff.

Something for Ryo [ x x ] I love my seal family.

[ x x ] then I finished! [ x ]
CORON SEEMED TO REALLY LIKE IT :D

the doodle i sent the link to Dave and Ray of. Because my chair was empty today at school.

Because I skipped school ＞__＞ so exhausted.

I Need You Tonight

★　I need to watch this anime again asap !!!　★

T____T Kouuuujiiiii~ I remember crying so much in the Bronze OVA.
But their skinny spider bodies bug me....

I also gotta check out Uta Kata and Boku wa Konomama * w*

DEXTER [ x ] OEKAKI

I took down the floof redraw from SBP. The ear started to bug me.
So I made a V3! [ x ]

Right now I'm working on a b'day pic ＞__＞ I know I'm not going to finish it today.
[ x ] preview

Uaaaaaaaaaa watched AnK today BD Iason Mink sexy minx oh yes. Seme king ;D


the ending used to make me ball my eyes, but I've seen it too many times now! XD
aha ahahahahaha

Flying Duck

What a weird song. XD I wish I could understand Korean.

Wooooah my visual kei love is comming back. My love for Kra is developing into an obsession.

And holyshit XD The Buck-Tick song Nakayubi cracks me up. I almost burst out laughing when I heard Atsushi telling me to
FUCK OFF. GO FUCK YOURSELF. LIFT UP YOUR MIDDLE FINGER. SAY FUCK YOU, OR FUCK OFF.
GET IT UP. GET IT UP.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YEEEEEEW!!1111

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh angst is sweet ＜3 it's crazy how I love him.

School was fun today! n_n Unexpectedly~ Wow teacher changes though. Matt isn't my English teacher anymore ; o; Ray and I were devastated. My VA teacher isn't taking our class for THE REST OF THE TERM! Also, my other favorite teacher Peter is gone for the rest of the Term. Hoboy! I am going to learn so much this term!!1 x__x
たーのーしーみーにー！！

I finally released my Floof redraw today n__n so very happy about this. Now I just have to redraw the Cloudy. Which is turning out to be difficult ( o Ao) I'm having issues with it's design. Not sure how to approach it.
ま！I'll think of something :D


Today was so cold ＞o＞ there was actually frost outside my house when I was walking to the station. Wtf! It was THAT cold. Apparently today was the coldest morning Sydney's had in 20 years.　
すごくね??

Extra Kingdom

Where can I download Kra music? ; ^; They're so cute.

Ahhh...ah les'see.

I'm feeling down because of the japanese work I hate so very much, and is not done, is due tomorrow. Hate it. HATE. I want to drop the damn subject, but can't.
And holy shit. Looking back over the past week+ I see just how I really can't draw as of late.
This isn't how I wanted my holidays to turn out at all ＞___＜first I get sick, second I can't do surgery, third I can't play FF8, fourth I can't download the programs I need for school/leasure, FIFTH I have chronic artblock, sixth.... ugh I don't know. I'm so unhappy right now though.
But yeahyeah I get it, my own fault. SHIT IT'S KARMA! YEEK!
I'm probably just stressing. Dumb stress.
Whee look at me rant! Raaaaant.

～　夢風車 ～

やっとこの絵を終わりました今日。
[ x x ]
First is the s.s. done at 3 this morning, second is when I woke up at 10 to finish it.
Go me.
Unhappy :/

明日学校がある；A；
行きたくないなぁ～
勉強終わってないし
やべ…

The Others

Boys! Looking for love
A young man needs violence; licking guitars a little desperate.

Haaa, cool song.

Two unfinished oekakis [ x x ]

I was hoping to finish this today, but who am I kidding xD I barely did these. Nicely.
But I want to just produce a doodle of every SBP pet. Just anything. SO! I'm just doing all the pets as babies at the moment. I'm 4 pets down the line~

Baby Apasuion
Baby Chari
Baby Chikai
Baby Clavis

Links because I don't want to stretch ma posssst.
Yeaaaah ;0 hopefully finish the rest off later tomorrow. Ho'man. School starts up again on Tuesday, and I haven't even touched my holiday homework ＞＿＜。
Ahhhwelll. I know what I gotta do.

DAILY DOODLE! Yomi~ ＜3
One of the gayest characters I gat P;
Kabuki actor by day, deadly assassin by night. Wooosh.

Only this Moment

Röyksopp! Where have you been all my life? T oT

love without pain isn't really romance

[ x x ]

Jhonevin & Lotus.
These boys are dreamers.

[ x ]

Anpu and his daughter, Amisi.
I'm not that happy with the name Amisi. It means "Beautiful one" in Ancient Egyptian, but I wish it sounded nicer :v

Yuck I do Sirius no justice XD;; couldn't recall how Gary's face looked.

Phoenix Down

THE ULTIMATE REVIVER!!

Uwaaaaaaaaaaah I have a new found love in Gary Oldman = 3=
(I need to get into younger lads. Seriously ;;)
All because Mei took me out to watch the new Harry Potter movie, Order of the Phoenix.
Woe. Cool movie 8D v. hot stuff.

This was done for a contest that I probably won't be entering on the Firefly Oekaki
[ x ]
It's helm-like feature reminds me too much of the Qaos, as well as the colours. Maybe they can be from the same continent? Unf. Who cares XD

Wheeeeeeoooo it's BLACK FRIDAY gaiz!

A dark ninja version of my little demon child that I wubble so~

FILTH IN THE BEAUTY

I am having lots of fun listening to STACKED RUBBISH ~ w~

one. two. three.
[ x x x ]

one. Very Abel Nightroad-looking Grimoire XD
two. Oberon was feeling funkyy!
three. Baby Vinnie and papa/professor Grimoire Valentine!

Aaaaaah I haven't drawn Gasoline in so long! I'm feeling my art mojo slowly creeping back.
Happy day!

Hug?

Around The World

*emos*

H'okay still artblocked.
Today is short and sweet.

NEW CHARACTER : Grimoire the Vampire.

Made for MonstersGame. Some online game thing I joined today that's addicttivvveeee.

Mirror

I DOWNLOADED LOADS OF CRAP TODAY c: I am proud.

D'espairsRay album Mirror, Monkey Majik OST, Aural Vampire single, Saiyuki single, The GazettE album STACKED RUBBISH, LAST ALLIANCE album, Aucifer album LIMIT CONTROL, and CD1 of the Paradise Kiss OST - which I've been looking for since finishing the series. Dx The 2nd disc's host link was dead though. The pain.

Ahhhandmore pain! I did an oekaki of one of the two new crack origonal characters (affectionately abbreviated to COC by Rin) that are a huge rip off of Allen and Lavi from D.Gray-Man. UGHHHHSUCHH a good shoowww ; ; Love Lavi
So I created Allen the candyshop worker, and Lavioli the chef who works across the street from Allen's shop.
Lavioli loves Allen's lollies lots ;0 'nuff said.

But sh'ah. Piggy ate that oekaki. T___T

A happy side of today is I'm halfway through Princess Princess! BD Wow. What a funny anime. It's so gaaaaaayyyy
And you know that's how I like'em.

KEEP IT HAPPY KEEP IT SNAPPY...

Ohyeah! Devin and I decided it long ago, but we're so going to cosplay the princesses with Coron. Deciding on behalf of Coron c: we loves her.
I wanna be Tooru, but because I'm the tallest of us I was put up to be Yuu-chan. I don't mind but.....I'd need to go BLONDE.
Ho no. xD No.

Mmmm! Artblock!

Doesn't Mikoto look fat?
Yeah he looks way fat.
FATTY.

Eyes On Me

I'm up to the 3rd play disc of FF8, and the disc is le missing.
T___T Can't find it.

Ohwell.
Oekaki [ x ]

I logged into RateMyDrawings for kicks today. Drew a CrisisCore Sephiroth here.
I saved the sketched and image separately [ x x ]. I liked him as a sketch better ;c

In all my search for the 3rd FF8 play disc, I found the software for my mobile! I uploaded stuffs, and downloaded some shitty photos I have. Might put some here if I'm that depressed.

Still artblocked.

I....downloaded Gackt's RETURNER PV hoping to upload it to my phone * w* he is fun to watchhh.

Simple & Clean

I've been reviewing the Royal Flush story, and getting into it again ＞ o＜

OC of Billy [ x ]

Ughh David looks nervous next to Raoul.

I was silly with the layers ;__; I hit duplicate instead of new? Wth.

Noesis

This instrumental version is boss.

WHEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOH 7.7.07! Live Earth was awesome~

Oekaki [ x ] The Ace of Spades.

Still sick, still art blocked.
It took a step backwards with this Jhon doodle.



Now back to FF8. Up to the missile base v__v I'm moving through this game so slowly.

Club Happiness

I can't find this song anywhere :c Boo.

At 5:30 this morning I was getting ready to go to the hospital for the operation. Then without having anything to eat or drink since 8:30PM last night, Dad drove us over to St. George PH. We check in, sit around for an hour. I talk to the doctor half an hour later, and tell him I'm sick. I get a check-up and it turns out I'm not fit for my operation.
A little bit of yay, and a little bit of buu.
8D and D8
So I'm reschedueled for the operation in 10 days time. Kinda sucky timing because I've got important school shat going on. Missing school is nice still, but the catch-up is Dx death.

WHEE OWEKAKE. [ x x ]
-still artblock'd-

And a Yazoo.

I watched Beauty and The Beast today :D possibly my favorite Disney.

Burn

MAD AT GRAVITY!!
BD I used to love this band. Man I need to nag Meimei into buying Reign Of Fire later.
c:

She bought Hellboy today. I LOVE THE FISHGUY. His name is...ah? Hm. Forgot. Still watching it downstairs, ho hum. The artblock rages on so todays crap turned out extra shitty.

Mmmm.

Did a 'kaki doodle too for a manga I was reading lastnight called Three Wolf Mountain
[ x ]
I will admit that I love, and am addicted to Yaoi D: this confession may prove useful when admitting me to the looney house.

Yahaharrr I installed FF8 today c: Playing it for a little bit. Only up to the first SeeD mission when you get sent to Dollet. It takes so long collecting spells D{
How I missed Zell! x3

Haaa D: I was supposed to meet up with TJ today to go see the new Transformers movie that came out a week ago. I'm still not feeling 100% so I couldn't go meet him.

I also just needed to try and get better asap, operation is tomorrow after all. T__T It's really started to sink in now.

Dad drove down this afternoon so that he can drive me to the hospital tomorrow. Happy.

Okay back to gaming P; it's a shame I can't take the laptop into the hospital.

..... o_o

O__O

yes I really did just say that. I'm way nerdy.

ドレス

Ho'kai.
Let's start with what happened yest'di.

I had a veryvery, veryveryvery, very, very, VERY high fever.
Or atleast it felt that way D:
So dizzy that I had to rush that damn doodle-picture. I made Jhon look ugly XD ahwell he'll live.
So yesterday I got up to nothing. I couldn't sleep very well either, but had a very concerned and loving Dave to talk to. Even though he was drunk.
There's a lot of love in that boy.

☆　☆　☆

Today wasn't overyly interesting. I was planning to hand in Japanese work to school today, but didn't. HAH. I'm going to fail ;____;
BUT I WATCHED PRINCESS BRIDE TODAY. Man I loveloveloooove that movie XD
(Mawwedge. Mawwedge bwings us togevaa... todae.)

xDDD

I 'kakied D: I feel the burn of my artblock still. All images produced today suck harder than Samantha from Sex In The City.
*ba dum ch'!*
I finished the Floof! [ x ] and I hate it D:

OC doodles of Robin [ x ] I shall show her later if she asks for it xD
Oekaki of Fran [ x ]

OC sketches by request of a concept design for a Kakineko on SBP [ x ]
She seemed to like it! n__n *jolly*

My not-so-grand finale; Lucifer.
I gotta leave the boy alone XD

The idea for this was nicer in my head D:

Stupid artblock. *stabs*

EDIT: I was looking at the Photobucket downsize of the Floof and decided to tweak some stuff.

[ x ]

Hope it's a bit better now.

Ai no Wakusei

I feel so sick right now Dx quickly posting.

*collapses*

What's up, people!?

Happy/Moody day today. Met Kate in the city and we ate a lot of chippies. SEAGULS, WE ARE!

and then....

The power of SPADE compelles you!


Yeah it better D:

I did this verrrry late lastnight while listening to an orchestrated version of the Balamb Garden theme. Such a nice song c: had to do something [ x ] I'm not feeling super-fantastic right now to finish this today - getting a fever D:
It was bound to happen, everyone under this roof is fevering right now.
Sadly it isn't disco fever.... *lame'd*

I downloaded lots of good stuff today 8D Aarin browsing is oodles of fun~
I was looking for some Princess Princes episodes, but to no avail :c
But I downloaded a Ouran Manga, First ep of Devil May Cry (FACKING GREAT), Meine Leibe, Weiss Kreuz, and Jikoku Shoujo. I've yet to watch JS xD; too exhausted. Me and Kate walked around so much today!



Ignore the outfit 8D;
You know what, visually he's very similar to Denzel and my hybrids. D: uncool. I spent so long developing them! But I guess it's a poor plot line for them too, it's slightly similar the plot for FF7 T___T Geh.

Off to bed. Fever melt dowwnn!

SPACE MAN

SPACEMAN, I always wanted you to go into space maaaaaaannhhhhlahdlihydfil

v. cool 90s' music!
Wow I've had a really frustrating art block the past few days. This is so irritating T__T
12something I did this [ x ] Firefly Sketch/Summer Nights/Irken Army Oekaki has changed it's name yet again. I tried to make an irken-sona :D but Invader Zim is kinda old now, I was into it in year 7; 2002. 6 years ago man. Woashit. It's still cool though xD Go Gir. Rayray love Gir.

Also did a 'kaki of a grown-up SBP version of Luce [ x ] wheoe!

Right now everyone in the household (&Alex) are all chronically sick. I really don't want to get sick too D: not for the operation on Friday. Urhhhhhhhh.
I AM SO GOING TO NIGHT IN FANTASIA NEXT YEAR!!!1

Sexiroth.