Wednesday, 15 August 2007

I CAN FEEL

[ x x x ]

lol, AkuRoku day was on the 13th. Wtf.

Julz told me today that 2 weeks ago Steph's mother passed away. She'd been battling untreatable brain cancer for some months now. But I can't stop thinking about the times I saw Bronwyn alive and about. It's really breaking my heart.
Also a D&M with Julz today I learned a lot about how messed up her family life is sometimes. I guess we're not so alone. I feel like crap always complaining about my problems to her, when hers were so much worse. And she never told anybody.
It just really makes my heart ache.
Also, poor Devin is dealing with a heartbreak herself. I only wish I could make that girl feel better. Maybe a fanart would cheer her up? ;__;
Such distraught things of late.

I have girlie issues aside from all these clouding thoughts XD Dr. Wong is putting me on some hormone management meds. Mood swings ahoy.
And I'm torn. Stupid boy trouble Dx I'm pushing them away. I feel like I really don't have space in my not-so-crowded life.
Or I'm just over relationships. But. T__T I dunno.
Stupid boy.

Lawrence wants to forget the terrible things that happened a centuary ago, but they're as much scared in his memories as the marks on his skin.
So emo, I hate this.
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